Why? Why?

We had some awesome skies tonight....it went from about 95 degrees to 60 degrees in about an hour. Still no storm but lots of thunder and lightening. I really want a major spring/summer storm.


Love the purple pink orange colors. I just sat outside and watch the sky change


So I haven't really been able to do anything physical since my surgery last November. Then it took so long for the bones to heal back together that I had to wear a bone stimulator for 2 months at 10 hours a day. Finally my bones healed but now I have so much pressure on the small toes that I can barely bend them.

Almost 2 weeks ago I received my orthopedic inserts. THEY HURT! It feels like something is stabbing my foot at the arch. Not only that but now I'm allowed to work out so I started off slow and it's been almost two months and my foot goes completely numb after 30 minutes. I've tried to stay on my heels and that does not work.

So I went back in and talked to her about it.

Yes - my big toe did shrink. It is now smaller than the 2nd toe - due to the delay in the bone healing. Then because she cut the soft tissue between my toes the foot now goes numb due to more pressure falling on those toes. You can see the difference in the picture. The toe is definitely straight....but my little toes are crooked. I honestly feel like my 2nd toe is dislocated now. There is a dimple between the joint. But I can't get it back together.

So I will go back in on June 1st and get a shot between the toes to try to heal that. Uuuugggg....I'm so over my foot and the doctors asks me if I'm ready to do the left one!

NO THANKS!